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我的2011

过得很平淡，

读书，

assignment，

facebook，

追戏，

就是那么 无 聊。。

我也不想的。

我今年，

比以前更爱转牛角尖。

想东想西，

想得更多了。

想的白发都要长了。

脑太大，就是那么麻烦。

我学会了，

不想，

不讲，

不管，

也许，

会过得快乐点。

我要学会，

放下，

忽略。

我学会了，

冷 漠

对自己好一点。

<3自己。

人生短短，

随着心意而过，

日子会过得舒服点。

2012

加油咯，

XXX

你也加油。

谢谢你

2011

你将会成过去。

但是我会珍惜的。

kamsahamida~ <3

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i had been a long time didnt update my blog....
dun noe y i nt dare to make myself into the mood of blog...
bcoz, blogging can me feel more emo...
i hate emo feeling recently...
i can feel tat my frenz around all in emo mood...
no matter kl frenz or kedah frenz...
i wanna to console them...
but i cant...
feeling useless deep in my heart...
i get many impact during these days...
first time gt a bad result in ENG writing...
n teacher say tat my language is bad...
wat a huge impact for me...
things tat i love n care i unable to do it well...
the disappointed killing me...
i dun lik to be useless...
i wanna strong or good lik others...
but how? wat can i do...
wat can i do to make myself success...
exam is around the corner...
i dun wan study can ma? can i...

dun care le do wat i care, wat i lik, be myself !

noob~

after few hour in the bus~ finaly reached kl....
but dun noe y?
i nt really hapi to be back?
is it coz i n too boring or wat??
many assignment waiting me..
but my whole body in pain..
the brain is fulled wif many problems..
just realized tat there r too many things r waiting me...
add oil grace tomolo is full wif challenges...
add oil
frenz~ i miss u~
miss u guys~
heh kl frenz miss u guys also..
see u guys later~

appreciate~

huh~ after suffer for almost one month,
my dear finally done...
done with succeed~
wat a work i proud wif..
although i didnt did well lik my frenz
takopyon really kiong...
i pei fu die die~
but i is satisfied wif wat i had,
hehehehe
tis is best art i ever did...
although tired, but hapi wif the result~
thx to two of my group members~
thx , ah pat, thx for ur slow motion,
sometime i really wanna kill u...
some time really bet tahan~
but if without u i cant get the high place~
thx alot..
thx to ellen~
a good member tat will give me some idea sometimes...
hehehehe

add++
i also wanna to say sorry to some of my frenz..
within the mural period,
i having damn bad de mood..
thx to u all tat u all try to polite wif me..
thx thx thx
i will grow up one day n try to be mature~
attenttion~ nt old... is mature XD
thx thx thx
a thx tat i voice out sincerely from my deep heart~
love u all...
my frenz~
love u guys for ever~

ah pat~ i really lazy to scold u le....
remember to do the portfolio part~
if nt wait n see ba~

past present future~

huh wat a tied a day~
didnt have class but still feel slpy..
y??
am i going to sick?
no plz...
yesterday had stomachach
then today whole feel the gastric
y??
i wan a healthy body to fight my kkp~
grace cheng enn huei u not allowed to sick before all of yur kkp is finished!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if nt u wait n see...
i will kill u !!!!!



good news~ my mural had changed!!
the turtle leave us n replace wif a sea house~
nice nice i prefer sea house more then the turtle..
sorry little turtle!! pai seh..
u too diff to draw le..
thankz my dear TAKO tat help me sketch out the sea house~
if nt i will stare at the wall for a few hours liao~ thx~
thanks tako~

奢侈之日

今天原本七点三十分就得起身，准备开工画mural。
没想自己一时的懒念，想多睡个十五分钟，却让自己快迟到了！！
呼呼，信息的铃声惊醒了我：remember to bring the BM thing....
幸好他的信息，不然我就要被人骂死了！！
以最快的速度，起身冲凉，就赶到画室，开工去了~
过分！我睡迟的人都到了，他竟然比我还迟？？
没关系，默默的开工，画画啦~
结果画不到3个钟，就被朋友邀出去gai gai 啦~
没志气的家伙XD

花了块多钱出去，到了！！
太阳热到~
beh tahan
闷过头了，不懂做什么好。
因为原本要出来的目的都达成了，就没事干啦...
就抓了一个男生朋友来“开刀”
哈哈哈哈
他真的不是男生！！
超瘦的！
腰超细的！
竟然只穿29/30
我都快40 了啦XD
hahahaha
他被我们逼着试穿了很多衣服，
他真的需要改变形象了！！
atuk,change yurself ba XD

玩过了试穿，我们大伙儿开始玩起了香水和打耳洞！！
我的天啊，看着她们打，
我的毛都站了！！
玩香水最惨的
我的鼻子都快烂掉了。。
什么味道都有。。
不过我也买了人生中的第一瓶香水。。
挺不赖的男生香水
不过我还是买了，管他是男的还是女的~
我本人喜欢就好~
贵死了 12块？
我就是那么的吝啬。。
对我而言他是奢侈品，没办法接受~
日常用品也花了50 块

接着上了电子角落，
朋友要弄电话，
讲义气的我们当然陪她和他咯
结果自己也买了一份！！
我的天啊！
screen protector n 2gb memory card 用了我，
RM7 N RM 20
耳机也快用了40 块叻~
OMG grace cheng!! 你几时将有钱了得哈？？

男生们接着竟然去看吊饰。。
都是送女朋友的XD
真羡慕程小姐和何小姐哦！！
我也手痒买给自己两个很能代表自己的字母吊饰~
超爱的，不过也花了我快十块钱！！
hor!！我今天竟然花了块160 块叻！！
我按的钱都没了！
还没算我的午餐和晚餐了~


今天用钱用的真过分！！！

sticky candy XD

还记得，
第一吃的时候
是我中④的时候
那是是我的朋友爽爽送我几粒
那时就爱上了他，
超好吃的
有很可爱。。
不同的形状
不同的颜色
有的， 还有字呢！！
可爱到！！
从我嘴巴说出的可爱不多，
而他就是其中之一。。
昨天突然发现了他
原来malaysia已经由分行了！！
难以置信，
我好想快点回去哦！！
去买来吃！！
我快不耐了！！
他真的太太太让我想念了
看了又看它的制作过程。。
流口水，大喊大叫，我都做了！！
接下来就希望快快可以回家，
买上他！！
尝尝他那入口的滋味~
呼呼，我要吃了！！！

wat the XXXX

huh wat a big ad news i neu today!!
how cum??
they all gt eyes prob ke??
y dun wan copy something better le??
my fish so noob y u still wan to copy??
there r many other living things in the ocean..
y dun wan use yur brain to get something better le?
ur own self dun noe how to colour juga o?
look at my fish can help u in the copying task??
walao ye!!
how could u so cheap a?
copy a ugly fish??
WTH F**K!!!!
huh!! angry till i wan kill people....
having bad mood!!
all the ideas used up many of my cell brain de le...
y u sendiri dun wan use yur own brain le?
arh!!!!!
i wan kill someone..
ai ya...
u wan copy also dun be so obvios ma....
stupid!!!!! noob head!!!!

processing!!

OMG the mural again..
all bout mural im my mind now XD
but i hapi wif the processing,
hapi wif the speed i finishing the mural,
cant wait till the day i finish my mural.
really hope tat i can finish in tis week, then i can concentrate in th stupid BM assignment....
haiz.. last time alwaiz laugh at my fren bout their college assignment...
who noes tat in IPG also have lots of assignment which is more boring n noob
tat can be use to kill my brain cell...
wondering
recently i found many white hairs n my hairs keep on drop,
is it coz by the stupis assignments??
hope i can pass tru all the difficulties!!!!
wanna share my upsetness but i wanna n strong n trying my best le XD
add oil
add oil
jia you
bersungguh-sungguh
gambateh XD

MURAL

OMG

mural

mural mural

the mural is killing me...

i hate to have tis kind of assignment..

long time didnt touch on mural le...

my hand cant tahan le...

haiz OLD LE !!!

the wall is damn big n i am fobia on height

it is killing me...

these days alwaiz dream bout bad things...

stress

wat can i do?

on the tired mood le...

if i giv is really irresponsible !!

so add oil ba woman !!

finished it !!

then u give yurself on the day !! ^^

really hope tat i can finish it ba!!

虚伪！！

really pek chek le... behtahan!!

frenz list can gt 4000++...

SIEN!!

i can sure tat u cant remember all of them ....

if u can remember,

gt 10A+ in yur spm le la...

add so many frenz for wat le??

MIANG!! pek chek

family list also can gt 50++

walao siao!!!

haiz...

dun say i jealous

i juz pek chek...

but wat to do le...

hu ask u nt as leng lui as people la...

haiz... but i really dun lik tis kind or person !!

>.<...

recall, remember, remind...

memorises in my mind ~

something sweet,something bitter or i can also say tat it is sour n i cant stand for it~

but i edi passed all of them n grow up becum an adult...

tis year i m 19 but i dun wan be 19..

19 sound old ritez??

haiz wat to do le?

19 years old is 19.... cant reverse back...

wta can i do now is...

face the facts tat i am old n my body is old lik an old woman!!

haiz...

i wan to be young but cant....

hu ask me didnt treat myself better in the last 18 years??

alwaiz be so "homing"

wat is "homing"??

wahahaha it is my own lang,

HOMING = alwaiz stay in the house, lazy to get out(宅女）

hahhahahah

tv=my lover

but in IPDA no tv at all...

so my lover changed to LAPTOP XD

n it is a handsome guy le XD

love itXD XD

the whole afternoon~

after the whole afternoon of emoing myself..

huh

i am recover le..

becum the original GRACE hu is siao siao n hapi alwaiz... ^^

haiz tired after shout, scream, jump and cursing in mandy's room

wanna slp~ but i noe tat there are still many assignment waiting for me haiz..

add oil ba....

future is in my hand...

when u r weak pray to yur own god n HE will help u to pass all the difficulties....

i believe tat n i had look for the best way for me to release myself XD

hope tat i will lik the method Ba!!

after playing the stupid lagging video call wif mandy, ah hock n peng ang....

it helps me to forget wat i was worrying huh

thx buddy

LOVE u mandy XD

ah hock dun angry at me ya....

i dun wan be the third party....

u LOVE her most i noe XD

hahahahaha

THX mandy tat she let me make trouble in her room n teman me emo the whole afternoon...

haiz....

two of us used up all of our energy and now r hungry n tired XD

changed the MSN profile tat i captured the moment she playing webcam wif ah hock...

hope them can get wat they wan...

dun be too slow....

if nt dun regret in future ya XD

THW WHOLE WORLD XD

LET'S ADD OIL N GAMBATEH TOGETHER BA XD

tired~

今年真的发生太多事了，我快受不了了。
现在我才知道我到底有多脆弱。
我自己到底有多无能，
什么都不如人家，
成功？ 有可能吗？
努力的成果，往往不会成功。
自己的努力，最后别人就会看成是他人的成功，成就。
不然就是别人的不认同，看不起，鄙视，敷衍带过。
那我努力来还有什么意思？
努力可是却打不达不到成功， 那干嘛还要费尽心思，干嘛自寻麻烦？
看着人家和成功拥抱，手牵着手，自己却孤独地处在一角，
那不如从一开始就不要牵涉，不要开始，也许到后来受的伤也不会这么大。。。
累了，腻了，厌了。。。
我该怎么办？
跟随他人的步伐？即使自己也许会跌的遍体鳞伤，也要去？
伤痕累累，却还苦笑地说“我没事！”
这是一贯的风格，但我觉得自己快受不来了！
我想什么都不做，可以吗？
对不起，我没你想象中的那么坚强，我只是擅长用笑去伪装不是吗？

after the long time~

huhuh today is valentine day XD
in the previous years,
today is the meaningless day for me...
no bf
no choc
no flower...
is wat i gt for the valentine
haiz.. i used to it for 19 years le...
i accepted tis fact, but i alwaiz believe tat,
there someone in the heaven LOVE me, n i LOVE him too
guessing hu HE is?
dun loheng if i told u tat HE=JESUS
hahahaha
as a christian, i alwaiz believe tat XD
JESUS LOVE U
tis is wat i learn since i am small gal....
however i m grew up, but i still believe wat i noe
thx~


in addition today i had a fun morning in my class...
hapi burfday!! PAT
my classmate...
a weird classmate so all of us call him CAT/LEKOLEKO MIMI...
hahahaha he dun lik tis name but i noe he start to be use on it...
although he dun lik the name but all of us still call him lik tis!!
hahaha


just now i just recall back tat one of my secondary fren also born on today~
but i have along time didnt meet him,
a bit of miss him
miss his weird characteristic
hahaha hope he still remember me ba XD
YIT KENN bro!! hapi burfday!!

for CAT!! here u go yur burfday present XD