Saturday, February 19, 2011

MURAL


OMG
mural
mural mural
the mural is killing me...
i hate to have tis kind of assignment..
long time didnt touch on mural le...
my hand cant tahan le...
haiz OLD LE !!!
the wall is damn big n i am fobia on height
it is killing me...
these days alwaiz dream bout bad things...
stress
wat can i do?
on the tired mood le...
if i giv is really irresponsible !!
so add oil ba woman !!
finished it !!
then u give yurself on the day !! ^^
really hope tat i can finish it ba!!

Friday, February 18, 2011

虚伪!!

really pek chek le... behtahan!!
frenz list can gt 4000++...
SIEN!!
i can sure tat u cant remember all of them ....
if u can remember,
gt 10A+ in yur spm le la...
add so many frenz for wat le??
MIANG!! pek chek
family list also can gt 50++
walao siao!!!
haiz...
dun say i jealous
i juz pek chek...
but wat to do le...
hu ask u nt as leng lui as people la...
haiz... but i really dun lik tis kind or person !!
>.<...
recall, remember, remind...
memorises in my mind ~
something sweet,something bitter or i can also say tat it is sour n i cant stand for it~
but i edi passed all of them n grow up becum an adult...
tis year i m 19 but i dun wan be 19..
19 sound old ritez??
haiz wat to do le?
19 years old is 19.... cant reverse back...
wta can i do now is...
face the facts tat i am old n my body is old lik an old woman!!
haiz...
i wan to be young but cant....
hu ask me didnt treat myself better in the last 18 years??
alwaiz be so "homing"
wat is "homing"??
wahahaha it is my own lang,
HOMING = alwaiz stay in the house, lazy to get out(宅女)
hahhahahah
tv=my lover
but in IPDA no tv at all...
so my lover changed to LAPTOP XD
n it is a handsome guy le XD
love itXD XD

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

the whole afternoon~

after the whole afternoon of emoing myself..
huh
i am recover le..
becum the original GRACE hu is siao siao n hapi alwaiz... ^^
haiz tired after shout, scream, jump and cursing in mandy's room
wanna slp~ but i noe tat there are still many assignment waiting for me haiz..
add oil ba....
future is in my hand...
when u r weak pray to yur own god n HE will help u to pass all the difficulties....
i believe tat n i had look for the best way for me to release myself XD
hope tat i will lik the method Ba!!



after playing the stupid lagging video call wif mandy, ah hock n peng ang....
it helps me to forget wat i was worrying huh
thx buddy
LOVE u mandy XD
ah hock dun angry at me ya....
i dun wan be the third party....
u LOVE her most i noe XD
hahahahaha
THX mandy tat she let me make trouble in her room n teman me emo the whole afternoon...
haiz....
two of us used up all of our energy and now r hungry n tired XD
changed the MSN profile tat i captured the moment she playing webcam wif ah hock...
hope them can get wat they wan...
dun be too slow....
if nt dun regret in future ya XD
THW WHOLE WORLD XD
LET'S ADD OIL N GAMBATEH TOGETHER BA XD

Monday, February 14, 2011

tired~

年真的发生太多事了,我快受不了了。
现在我才知道我到底有多脆弱。
我自己到底有多无能,
什么都不如人家,
成功? 有可能吗?
努力的成果,往往不会成功。
自己的努力,最后别人就会看成是他人的成功,成就。
不然就是别人的不认同,看不起,鄙视,敷衍带过。
那我努力来还有什么意思?
努力可是却打不达不到成功, 那干嘛还要费尽心思,干嘛自寻麻烦?
看着人家和成功拥抱,手牵着手,自己却孤独地处在一角,
那不如从一开始就不要牵涉,不要开始,也许到后来受的伤也不会这么大。。。
累了,腻了,厌了。。。
我该怎么办?
跟随他人的步伐?即使自己也许会跌的遍体鳞伤,也要去?
伤痕累累,却还苦笑地说“我没事!”
这是一贯的风格,但我觉得自己快受不来了!
我想什么都不做,可以吗?
对不起,我没你想象中的那么坚强,我只是擅长用笑去伪装不是吗?

Sunday, February 13, 2011

after the long time~





huhuh today is valentine day XD
in the previous years,
today is the meaningless day for me...
no bf
no choc
no flower...

is wat i gt for the valentine
haiz.. i used to it for 19 years le...
i accepted tis fact, but i alwaiz believe tat,
there someone in the heaven LOVE me, n i LOVE him too
guessing hu HE is?
dun loheng if i told u tat HE=JESUS
hahahaha
as a christian, i alwaiz believe tat XD
JESUS LOVE U
tis is wat i learn since i am small gal....
however i m grew up, but i still believe wat i noe
thx~


in addition today i had a fun morning in my class...
hapi burfday!! PAT
my classmate...
a weird classmate so all of us call him CAT/LEKOLEKO MIMI...
hahahaha he dun lik tis name but i noe he start to be use on it...
although he dun lik the name but all of us still call him lik tis!!
hahaha


just now i just recall back tat one of my secondary fren also born on today~
but i have along time didnt meet him,
a bit of miss him
miss his weird characteristic
hahaha hope he still remember me ba XD
YIT KENN bro!! hapi burfday!!

for CAT!! here u go yur burfday present XD