Live without laptop....

Arh! Stupid stupid stupid! My stupid laptop send to hospital edi la... Now I online need to pay rm 5 to digi only tat I can on facebook with pictures... Huh I dun care I just wan online live without internet is going to kill me.... I dun care I am going to online like tis every day... Really beh tahan .... Har.... Fast fast come back la my laptop miss you so so so so so so so so much...

back KL

i am back my dear KL
but why?
i started miss KEDAH
oh shud be the frenz in KEDAH
haiz..
stay in kl is abit too boring..
no frenz cold joke..
no frenz siao act~
no frenz sit together n sit some weird self cooked food..
hahaha missing all the siao siao live
arh~ i wan go back KEDAH.. but i dun wan study~
weird feeling~

internet~haha^^

突然觉得自己很贱
明明心里很不高兴
但是还是要在人的面前装
装得很虚伪
装的自己都快承受不了了
很好奇
自己为什么还要装下去
装的好烂哦
烂透了
快承受不了了啦
Huh
没关系快回家了
什么都会暂停44天
一切会给我休息的时间
44 天应该可以让我放下一切吧
放下自己的不开心
放下自己的不爽
放下自己的伤心，妒忌，不满。。
一切一切
自己快承受不了的
负面思想
Huh
加油了
Add oil
Gambateh！！
快快回家
快快回家吃好吃的
快快抓着我的妹妹
谈谈心里的不爽
Arh~
你可以的
一切将过去的啦
没事的
家才是最好的，
回家就万事ok！！
Balik kampong
o.o.o balik kampung~
kl I am coming…
wait me ya~
when I reached~
I sure wil go 1 utama~
Wat a place tat I alwaiz miss
Sing k…
Sing out al the unhappiness
Release all my tension..
All my despress
All the bad thinking in my mind
Huh~ ok ok de la..
GRACE CHENG ENN HUEI~
Wat u can do now is pray to yur god..
I sure he will help u passed by all the cruel thing tat happening on you
Huh.. I thinking I really need to sing k ~
Sing k really lik a medicine tat can help me passed all the siao siao thing~
Huh~ passed fast fast ba~
When all the thing passed~ u will becum normal again de~
Will be the GRACE tat siao siao alwaiz..
Happy alwaiz
Smile alwaiz..
Having the thinking tat the life is still in colourful mood~
Thinking the world still warm
Thinking tat the world is full wif love tat can protect u from sadness…
Huh~ fast fast add oil lo..
When the things passed, remember share wif the frenz around u~
Then u need to facing them in the brave ~
Facing them wif yur real wishes..
Facing them in the happy mood
Facing them bravely
……
Time will heal all 伤口tat try to kill u today~
Ok de….
Must be tough~
Be the gal tat天不怕地不怕~
Be the GRACE tat follow god, obey god n be his children~
AMEN!!!!

suddenly~

突然觉得自己很贱
明明心里很不高兴
但是还是要在人的面前装
装得很虚伪
装的自己都快承受不了了
很好奇
自己为什么还要装下去
装的好烂哦
烂透了
快承受不了了啦
Huh
没关系快回家了
什么都会暂停44天
一切会给我休息的时间
44 天应该可以让我放下一切吧
放下自己的不开心
放下自己的不爽
放下自己的伤心，妒忌，不满。。
一切一切
自己快承受不了的
负面思想
Huh
加油了
Add oil
Gambateh！！
快快回家
快快回家吃好吃的
快快抓着我的妹妹
谈谈心里的不爽
Arh~
你可以的
一切将过去的啦
没事的
家才是最好的，
回家就万事ok！！
Balik kampong
o.o.o balik kampung~
kl I am coming…
wait me ya~
when I reached~
I sure wil go 1 utama~
Wat a place tat I alwaiz miss
Sing k…
Sing out al the unhappiness
Release all my tension..
All my despress
All the bad thinking in my mind
Huh~ ok ok de la..
GRACE CHENG ENN HUEI~
Wat u can do now is pray to yur god..
I sure he will help u passed by all the cruel thing tat happening on you
Huh.. I thinking I really need to sing k ~
Sing k really lik a medicine tat can help me passed all the siao siao thing~
Huh~ passed fast fast ba~
When all the thing passed~ u will becum normal again de~
Will be the GRACE tat siao siao alwaiz..
Happy alwaiz
Smile alwaiz..
Having the thinking tat the life is still in colourful mood~
Thinking the world still warm
Thinking tat the world is full wif love tat can protect u from sadness…
Huh~ fast fast add oil lo..
When the things passed, remember share wif the frenz around u~
Then u need to facing them in the brave ~
Facing them wif yur real wishes..
Facing them in the happy mood
Facing them bravely
……
Time will heal all 伤口tat try to kill u today~
Ok de….
Must be tough~
Be the gal tat天不怕地不怕~
Be the GRACE tat follow god, obey god n be his children~
AMEN!!!!

recently~

recently many things happened
all affected my mood..
the bad news from my family,
the news tat gonna spoil my good mood,
the news tat i never accepted!!
y this will happened in my family??
y this will happened on my mom n dad?
many things happened,
but i am veli soli tat i cant help them in anything..
am i a responsible family member in my family?
all of the sweet n sour tat they faced i cant join,
wat i did was stay in a state tat far from them..
cant even help them in passing them a piece of tissue
or laugh wif them when they need me...
suddenly feel tat i am so useless..
stay so far from them,
a year cant even stay more than 200 days in my hs
cant share my happiness n sadness wif them...
now i just wish tat i can rush home..
try to undertstand n settle wat was happened...
hope when i go back it was nt too late...

整晚没睡，

心中突然有一种的感动。

突然想起，

前几天遇见的

一只

整身是伤，

却勇敢活下去

的小猫咪。



突然觉得我连它都不如~

纵然已奄奄一息，

但是仍然

努力和死神搏斗、

努力地活下来。

这股毅力，

我遗忘很久了吧~



我这几天竟然为了一些，

我以前从来不会在意的小事，

而搞得自己丧失自我~

实在是，

"连禽兽都不如“啊！

就连小猫所拥有的勇气，

我都遗失了很久~

就连它所有的毅力和坚持，

我都没有。

而且还有过很要不得的消极想法~



突然的清醒

让我了解了一点。

这几天所发生的事，

只不过是我生命中其中的乐章。

在未来的日子里，

还会有更多，更多

还没被发掘的故事等待着我。

未来的日子，

一定会过得更精彩、

更有价值。

现在所过的痛苦日子，

待我成长后

回首一看，

只不过是小事一桩。

所以人啊

不要因为眼前的小挫折，

而放弃了你未来的康庄大道。

切记，大楼都是由泥土，砖块，汗血

所堆积而成的~



面对什么困难，

社么难题，

记得”祂“！

”祂“必会带领你前面的路，

这是我一直以来都相信的。

一切的一切，

都由”祂“操控，

”祂“清楚了解；

”祂“看顾保守；

”祂“有”祂“的安排。

暗暗的夜里～

i wan to slp but the mind nt allowed me to slp.
i wan to on fb, but the stupis p 1 nt allowed me to on
i wan to a happy gal, but the thing make me cant feel peace...
i wan to be a nice person, but the man keep appeared in my mind
i wan to forget him, but my heart nt allowed me to forget him
i wan to love him, but the situation nt allowed me to fall in love to him
SO I NEED TO GIVE UP, I NEED TO FORGET, I NEED TO LEAVE ALL THE SAD THINGS BEHIDE ME I NEED FREEDOM~~

weird strange~ i need sad song

心中有闷闷的感觉~
但是一直哭不出
心中的纳闷
解脱不了
我要伤心的歌
我要好好的哭一场
我要是放心中的压力
快撑不下去了
伪装坚强
很累
我想垮了
跨，倒了
一切就会好了
好了好了
要好好地爱自己
我需要歌
伤心的歌
疗伤的歌
是时候
放轻松了
快快快回复正常
回家
睡觉~

weird strange~ i need sad song

心中有闷闷的感觉~
但是一直哭不出
心中的纳闷
解脱不了
我要伤心的歌
我要好好的哭一场
我要是放心中的压力
快撑不下去了
伪装坚强
很累
我想垮了
跨，倒了
一切就会好了
好了好了
要好好地爱自己

congratz~

congratz
add oil..
gambateh...
hope u two having a good relationship..
best and biggest from me~
love u two~
supports frwm GRACEZ~

start from the beginning~

sad~

haiz....
无奈
无感觉
无法继续
无法再掩饰
...无法彻底放弃
无法抛开那一切
无法无法真的无法
无法继续的人怎么办
无法认真念书的怎么办
无法放这一切的人怎么办
无法忘记某人的人怎么办啦~




伤痛
几时好
何时痊愈
如何才密合
何时才会生疤
何时何刻才脱皮
怎样才可以彻底的
从那伤痛中恢复过来
快点好起来快撑不住了
呼！伤的有点太重。女人
快快恢复正常吧，收拾心情
从新再出发，一切再从头来过
明天会更好，一切都会过去的啦
加油，没我的允许不可以放弃自己

一切将会告一段落，
该收起来的，
将从此收在心里的最底部，
让它渐渐地被遗忘。
该放下的，
必会让它躲在脚板，
不会让它有见光的机会。
心里的那块空处，
是时候找个人来填满了；
但会是谁愿意来填满呢？
一切都是未知数。
淌血的心，
需要药酒来疗伤。
用碘酒让伤口消毒，
虽然痛但伤口会好的快些～
只知道心伤过了，
需要时间来痊愈，
但伤口始终会留下疤痕。
以后会很多的改变，
是没有人能明白的。
就只有心疼的人会深深的感受得到～
但请不要同情她，
因为这样她会伤得更深。
以后该怎样面对人家，
演技需要再加强。
让人家不察觉，
才是成功～
成功骗得人家，
也要骗过自己，
让自己好过一点！
实在有一点后悔，
明知道不可能的事，
为什么还不肯放弃，
为什么还要抱有希望。
如今活该来受罪～
一切都是自己拿来的！
加油吧，
狠狠伤心过了，
更大的挑战在等着你，
>现在也不是伤心的时候...

sam pat~

crazy-ING~ addicted to 美图秀秀~~keep on edit some pi... my friend d... mine d... edit untill wanna siao edi... but i enjoyed~ soong le..

many days didnt meet my friends... miss my FAMILY-father and mother i <3 u~
miss-ING u guys... fast fast 2nd of SEP la.... wanna siao edi lo...
KL r u still ok??
i wanna go many many place~ blek..XP
KL
KL
KL
T^T

23, 24, 25, 26~~

four more days to go le... waitING.... exciting~~ wanna do something but... no idea at all`` haiz T______T... wat shud i do le??

FAN!! wat shud i do now?? sleepy now.. wanna slp but my stomach is empty... i wanna eat mee cup, but no heater for me to prepare my hot water... MEE CUP!! i wanna MEE CUP~ who can help me??

accidently~

accidently found out my old blog... weird le~ haha scared me.. but feel funny when i read my previous message.. stupidING!!!
OMG, y i so childish??
just lik a gal tat dun hav brain ==''
hehe i noe i dun hav brain soooo many years le ba~ hehe but i enjoy to bcum a brainless gal^^
long long long time didnt voice my feeling ... suffer untill i wanna die edi! hope tat i can relax mtself soon,full of the stupid n annoying assignment!! FAN la~
i dun lik assignment, complicating!! i edi no brain, still expect me to use my brain... killing me!!
EVIL thing !! leave me alone.... HATE YOU~~